My day is full of shit. I had to do shitty things. I even had to console someone who wants to commit suicide. I might add, BADLY. What is the world becoming! Why do people want to die so easily. Because of loneliness, because he keeps on thinking that no one cares about him. Because he thinks an end of a relationship means the end of the world. Get a life. I have my own problems you know. I can't wait to die myself. If you keep thinking that no one has given you love, then you never ever will receive love. You think you have no friends to care, well then what am I. I am just shit, is that it? I'm really angry. Why is it that when things go wrong, I have to handle it. Why is it entirely my fault. I didn't ask for it, you know. If you want to die, then go. Maybe after dying, you will know the WORTH of living. Maybe after dying, you will know who cares for you. Maybe after dying, you will feel love. Whenever you have problems with her, you look for me. I try my best to console you, but you never EVER EVER EVER ONCE try to be more optimistic. Now I am troubled, but I don't tell you I want to commit suicide. Everything that goes wrong, its me. Just blame everything on me okay?! It's my fault. MINE. You tell me you are darn sad, that your life is falling apart. Well, I'll tell you I'm darn sad that when I'm upset, you rub in to my sadness. If your life is falling apart, then why must you make it sound like mine is also falling apart.